Lost my most loved one & regaining Her in my memories

My Blog started with a caption Fun all around, but my miserable moment of life would be that day when everything started to be dark all around with gloomy faces of my near ones. That depressing second when in the afternoon, I was informed by my mom that my Grandma lost her survival in this world. The call that came destroyed my hearty laughter with my friends. All that day till that glum moment, I was happily struggling along with my friends to design a code for some project. SHE left me, but forgot her memories and unforgettable moments all around me. Wherever I go, I find her someway either cautioning me or blessing me. She was the one who laid foundations for my education. She was being my guide, well wisher all the time, all my life. My recollections of Her are in a bunch & are scattered all around me. They will be with me always. Whenever I have my meal, I find her compelling me to have more. Her childhood which she used to share with me whenever she got them in her memories, makes me smile when I find kids playing around. Somehow, its very painful when I realize that she is no more. But, I pray God, she should be peaceful and happy in some other world, blessing us always by being a part of our memories & a part of living as all the time.

My first experience with Blogging

👪The title says this is my first blog. Few years back when I heard someone say about their blog spaces, I wondered what it was. My curiosity aroused as always when I find sth profoundly mysterious and I opened the OXFORD Advanced Learner's Compass in a way much similar to how I waited to know what it happens when Aladdin rubbed the Golden lamp.This is not perhaps the way I wanted to proceed with my blog. Let me stop with fallacies here itself & continue with what Oxford says -A blog is a personal record that sb puts on their website giving an account of their activities and their opinions, and discussing places on the Internet they have visited. My blog means sth more though. :D

I have adopted this policy of using sb for "somebody" & sth for "something" in my IM chat, from the Oxford. I wonder whether it is known universally or is it that I only use such weird ways to connote words expressing my lethargy in chats. My first blog is turning to be much about myself depicting the very reason intended for this space..."All about ME". To mention, this is not actually my first blog, rather this is my first actual blog. I have tried this much before in Yahoo 360 degrees where my blog never met real Oxford standards for the blog. I stop it here cause I feel a bit disgraced when talked about the quality of my first blog. I, at the least have to compensate this with the quantity of words used ( doesn't matter even if the words doesn't make sense, right?!!). It is unjust to be excellent in the first blog itself, cause that may make others who probably might read this blog, envious about me scoring so well in my first blog. hehe :-) Well, I will now try placating your wrath for my boastful attitude with a few lines. I am arrogant in my pride many a times cause I believe unconsciously in a really valuable(according to me) quote of retaining full confidence in oneself to pull others attention(affection/attraction.. does it make any difference?) towards oneself. This way of having great confidence in myself made me gain many foes. But then, those are all deplorable incidents. Now,I am being crazy in this process of filling up space for my blogs. A word to be noted, an enthusiastic approach either by praising oneself or by blaming oneself but filled with energy is always rewarded. I will end it here as I will then start writing lines losing any sense in my search for sense of humor.

More in my next blog.